Nobody is ever generous in their own hearts any longer. If you feel guilty about this, then start doing something for a change. You have money, I have restrictions. You're free, I'm bound. Therefore, you could do more of a change than I could. I could only express my feelings here, for I could never show my heart to anyone but you, who was interested enough to listen.

Things have been bothering me lately. There were several questions formed in my head. It must be the result of too much observation; the world around me...it's crazier than me. I do hope you could see. The world; the fault is not to be blamed on her; it's the people around her who should be blamed. The world feels so bad that the people that she is supporting mistreats her. Technologies that help people, created by people who think it would help others. They think that they would be appreciated, receive awards and recognitions from the public. But did they think? Earth is suffering. It's crying, with its tears in the form of disasters thrown to people who are too ignorant to even think of the Earth; the Earth, which supported them before technologies could. You may disagree, but I wouldn't mind. I do think that technologies did help, but then there are those disadvantages that affect the Earth, not mostly the people who use it.

Only a few people create proper technologies now. And some of those are not even recognized.

It's traumatizing in my part... It's true that I do use computers; who doesn't? But in my part, it wouldn't matter if I receive more radiation than m body could take. It's fine for me to depart. But nonetheless, that's too far from the topic now.

Do you see... Do you hear... Could you smell and taste... Could you understand...my point?

There's too much wrongness; too much insanity. Some people do actions to solve these problems. But only some? Couldn't we make it plentier? Let's start with ourselves; Conserve. Save the earth. Save our race. We will achieve our goals, I promise.

If that doesn't happen, I know I would be dead before you could kill me.